I always have been...just not always conscious thereof. I became conscious of my Twin Soul and Spirit Guide on the other side a few years back. When he showed himself to me as a pillar of light and held my hand while I was working in the Rei-ki channel. It was one of the most profound moments of my life. 


I feel like I am in a dialogue with him at all times. I feel like I always need to run for cover and find comfort within this relationship that I have with him. At night he wraps his wings around me as I fall asleep and wake up wishing he was kissing me. 


Whenever there is a glitch I feel it is all my fault and due to the fact that I balance between realms. I try to disconnect from the dialogue. But we are One. I cannot. His whispering is my thoughts...but why was he not incarnated in the same time line as me...


This is real balancing between realms. I feel it is inevitable...and for ever.